too close to Christmas

I like writting in different colours:)). Today I feel better, although, the perspective of another year passing by doesn't or shouldn't make me feel so good... One of my teachers once told me that nobody should be glad and party for their birthday, coz it's nothing to be glad for, getting older is not.... merry. Well, although my problems are getting more and more complicated (some are divorcing, others waiting for me to stabilize), I know that there are solutions for these problems and everything will be ok. Suddenly, I feel things will fall into their right places just like that. Uff, hope this mood will last longer than few hours:)).